I would pay for an erotic massage. We need to give and recieve the human touch. I have had the opportunity to give and recieve total erotic massage with both sexes. They were some of the most pleasurable moments in my life.
Why on Earth would massage and healing touch be good for every part of the body but one? Humans are sexual beings; not Ken & Barbie dolls. Denying one's sexuality is denying one's humanity.
I like to give and receive massage, and am not at all shy about giving or receiving sensual or erotic pleasure if that's what my partner is into.
Now that brings back memories,for many years I was an active club nudist, also a military nurse/paramedic. Many times I have given remedial massage to service personnel of both sexes and some comments made by recipiants made me realise I had 'special skills and techniques' that appear to have been pleasing. On inquiring of my nudist friends at the club where I also gave relaxing massage sessions they commented that the massage was enjoyable but would I care to extend to the erotic when requested, naturally I did and my skills were very much appreciated, I never did consider a payment though. regret I got married, and married a non nudist, sexless, funless person, but hope one day to be able to return to my former activity when I find myself 'free' again.